I have been trying to think about what I want to "talk" about. I have tried to write 2 different things on Chase and nothing is flowing. So, after reading a friends blog I have decided to just go with what ever comes to mind. Scary, I agree!
I guess I will start with Chase. We have had a rough couple of months with my little man. He has been dealing with things I wish he didn't. But due to blended nastiness he does. He has had some very heaving things on his mind. He could really use lots of prayers! He is such an amazing boy, who is learning to lean on God. Chase tells me he will ask God a question and God responds to him with a yes or no answer. And you know, I have to believe him. God can move mountains, why wouldn't he talk so clearly to His child? Talking about His child. That is the lesson I have been learning lately. I would truly go out of my mind when Chase goes to his other house if it wasn't for the truth I have in God!
Chase's birthday is coming up real soon. I can't wait. I get to remind him all day that he is my Christmas gift. Thankfully Reese was born right at my birthday so I always get a great birthday gift as well. Crazy thing is I really don't like getting gifts. I don't ever feel like I can convey how thankful I am that someone has taken the time to think about me. But God gives the best gifts!!
Which takes my mind to the "reason for the season." My gift of salvation! Yeppers it is all mine. Well, I guess I will share it with you too! How awesome is that? God gave ME a gift, and a free one at that, that I can share with you? The big question is will I? Sure, I will share it with everyone who has already received it. But ask me to share with someone I'm not sure really wants this gift and boy howdy I am scared to death. Yep to death. Because if we don't share the gift of salvation to those we are not sure want the gift they will not have eternal life. Very scary stuff. The real scary part to me is, I'm pretty sure God is going to open a door for me to share "the reason for the season".
Wow, see there who know all that was going to come out? I sure didn't. For those couple of you who read this I do ask that you please pray for Chase!
3 comments:
I will lift Chase up in my prayers, and already have. God will bring someone your way to share Him with, be waiting with expectency. Love you.
I'm glad you just wrote...I've been having a hard time making time to just write, but when I do it feels so good to get stuff off my chest.I will pray for you guys, Chase is such an awesome kid and God's got big stuff for him!
Thank you MY friends!!!
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